Still Learning

Here is Mollie our black Lab, and our new kitty Lee Lee, sorry, still learing!! Don't know where they went in my last post!!LOL!!

Some Pics of all our animals!!

New little Lee Lee, Then big Mollie, our black Lab. Then there is Ward our 18lb cat.
The little miniature pinture, is Sparkie. At the very bottom of the page is our 19lb cat named Fang. He is named that because his two top fangs are always out. I mean constantly, he never has them in his mouth. Welcome to our jungle of fun, oh yea, and hair!! You can say we are all huge animal lovers!! Not so huge on the love for hair!!! The two black cats look a like, but they are not related, the one shown sleeping is a minx, he has no tail. Yes, Corinna, Mollie, (the black lab) has been staying in most the time, but especially at night!!! He is huge and sheds ALLOT!!! Gotta sweep the floors everyday, and use my lint brush on the furniture, to rid hair, if the dogs have been on the furniture! Which usually the little ones are. Mollie isn't allowed, she is to big and sheds way to much. But she does sneak up on the furniture from time to time.

I have to say, I took these with my new camera It is a Sony Cyber-shot 7.2 Megapixil, with a 2inch LCD photo screen. I took the pictures, I uploaded them to my own file, and put them on my blog spot!!!!!!!!!!!! Doing a happy dance!!!!! Dance with me will you?!?!?!? I don't know how to navigate the pictures on my blog spot yet. The pictures just end up wherever!! LOL!! But, hey they are on the page!! I will share some pics of my new nephew, soon! I haven't seen him sinse I got my camera. I might go visit him today, if they are at home. Now I need to learn to send them to Costco, so I can scrap them!! If it's to difficult I will just take my little chip in myself, to Wally World, pick the ones I want, and do it that way!! Which Ev.!! I gotta a gift certificate from my sister, but when I was out, at the grocery store yesterday, it was a mad house, don't think I want to venture out to the Mall, to spend it. I am still in my robe!! It's been raining her, blah!! Not much new happening here in the big town of Turlock! Anything exciting happening in Boise?? Come on someone has to have some dirt!?!!?

Sending Hugs,
Love, Sandi

Christmas Kitty

Look at our new Christmas Kitty, isn't she a cutie pie? We adopted her on Christmas Eve Day. She looks just like one of Tyler's old kittens, who had to be put to sleep, after having Leukemia! So when Ty saw her at Pet Extreme, he had to have her!! I thought it was a great Christmas blessing!! Tyler named her Lee Lee, a nickname for Leah. So, keep her and Tyler in your prayers, that when she goes for her Leukemia testing she is fine!! If not Tyler will just be crushed! She sleeps with him and follows him everywhere, it is so cute!!

Yes I took this picture with my new Camera, I didn't use the flash, so it is a little dark. But don't worry, I will be playing with it allot. Steve showed me how to upload the picture and all. I am learning!! Yeepie!!
I really hope and pray that Lee Lee, is a healthy cat. You know when you adopt them, they have been spayed, and have had there kitty shots, but you have to wait so long before Leukemia, shows up!! She was born on August 25th, so on Christmas she turned 4 months old. She goes for her other shots and Leukemia test on New Years Eve!! That has to be a good sign don't you think?!?!? First her b-day is on the 25th, then her testing is on New Years Eve. I am worried!! I am very much the animal lover!! We have 3 cats now and 3 dogs. I will be sharing pictures soon, of all of them!

Hugs!! Keep this cutie pie in your prayers!!

Hello

Hey all!! I haven't been in the conversational mood. Here I am, feeling the Christmas spirit!! Only need a few more gifts and I am done. We are going to Steve's sisters house on Christmas Eve, and to my Fathers house for dinner on Christmas Day. I know, WOW!! I am surprised too!! I hope everything goes well, and everyone gets along. Steve's parents will be meeting Chases boyfriend Marc for the first time! If we go to Steve's sisters, it's on the condition that Steve, has already let them know, cause Marc is invited. He is coming to my Fathers house too. I am nervous, for Chase, and myself, don't wanna have to defend my son, no one better push me!! I just want everyone to enjoy each others company, without judgement, and conflict!! Holidays?!?!?!?



Thinking of all of you here, you know who you are, and all of you out in Idaho!! I wish all of you a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! Love and Hugs to ALL!!



Oh, I will definitely let you know how things go!! Keep us in your prayers!! Remember Judge Not Least You Be Judged.

Just Been In a Funk!!

I have been in bed, for the last two days. I really just haven't felt like talking to anyone. I was very out of control yesterday, and very angry!! I have locked myself in my room and don't really want to come out. It started to come on, on Sunday. I cleaned out my fridge, washed everything down, so I would be ready to stalk up for the Christmas Holiday. Then, that evening I just went from sunny to dark! Maybe it's the Holiday's. I really don't know! I came into my room Monday morning and I am still in here!! I see my therapist tomorrow at 12:30 Maybe she will have some in sight. I really just want to be left alone, I haven't really talked to anyone in my family, just don't feel like I want to talk, I feel I have nothing to share. I definitely don't have any Christmas spirit. The mood I am in I wish it would just pass me by!! I am definitely on a low! I think this is the worst low I have had in a while! I know it will pass, but it truly sucks!! We don't have a tree yet, and I have not bought one present!! Truly I just don't care right now! I am tired of figuring out money, bills, where's the holiday gonna be, where were gonna go......?? I just can't deal with it!! Is it over yet?? It is a good thing I see my shrink tomorrow, I am actually on a low, and she has only seen me, more on a high or manic. The depression, is very bad, that's why I would rather just sleep!! I was on a great high, went to Hawaii, then to see my BFF, in Idaho, then went to Tahoe, with my sister and Niece, no time to have negative, lows, I guess that was a very up, high, now things or very quiet and I am stuck on a low!! I don't know I can't explain how it works. I just know how I feel right now!! By tomorrow it could be a totally different story! I don't know!! I had this sad, cold place!! I wish it was always the warm, high happy place!! The loneliness, and the crying or for the fucking birds!! I mean, nothing has changed, since Sunday, except my mood!! It's just total and complete Bullshit!!
My friend Melonie's daughter Kelsey, had her baby. I haven't even felt like going to see the baby!! I feel like such a hateful bitch, when I am in this mood!!! I am sure there feelings will be hurt, because I haven't been to visit yet. I don't mean to hurt any one's feelings!! It is my reality!! Just felt it would help to vent, I haven't even really wanted to do that!! Sorry, for those who read, no Holiday spirit here!! Sandi

I am OK!!

Hey all thanks so much for worrying about me!!!!! I so appreciate it!! Darcie, LOL!! Did I get lost in a tree lot or in a holiday shopping mob!!! Too Damn funny!! I was busy last week getting ready for a trip, this past weekend to Lake Tahoe. We, My sister and I, my Niece and another girl they work with, went up to Lake Tahoe for their company dinner and weekend stay!! I have to tell you I partied like A Rock Star!!!! We had a freaking BLAST!! Drank to much, danced to much and LAUGHED way toooooooooooooa MUCH!! My gut is still aching!! Had to sleep Monday and Tuesday, to make up for the sleep I missed while we were there. I was up about $125 on three card poker, that's my favorite card game. My sister lost about $200 In the first couple hours!! Crazy girl!! I cashed my chips in, gambled some more and left Sunday with $170 and I only took $200, to start with!! SO the whole trip cost me about $30 can't beat that!! Then of course, I stopped and bought souvenirs, for Steve and the boyz, and myself of coarse!! LOL!! Really great times!! I will have some photos to share soon!! I'll have more stories to tell, so stay tuned!! Natalie, I would love to come back, I miss you all very much!! Hey is C ok, I have tried her on every phone, no answer!! I know she talked to the Doc., I have talked to her once sense then. Hope all is well, with all!! Love and miss ya, Sandi
I gotta run and get Ty., from school, I will try to get back on later!! If you all talk to C' if she is in the mood to talk, have her give me a ring!! Thanks!! PPS, Darcie, glad you are feeling better! I know that surgery, can take allot out of you!! Chat Soon!!