Saturday.

Not doing much today. I am kinda restless. Don't really want to take a nap, don't want to clean. It's to hot outside to do any rose gardening. I already had lunch. I guess I could read, but no. I hate when I get in this mood. I know what would help SHOPPING THERAPY!!! It's really unfortunate that I can't afford to shop for frivolous  things I don't need right now. Damn it!!!! Well I will get to shop sometime tomorrow. Tyler has senior pictures and we need to find him a nice jacket to wear. The jacket will be just for the yearbook photo. All the other photos, and poses he can wear whatever he wants. I think that is a little crappy, your paying for the photos, so to me they should also be able to wear what they want in the yearbook photo!! Rules are rules I suppose. Just, like everything else in the world, follow the rules, be good!! Blah, blah blah!! It gets so damn boring, doesn't it????? Time for girls night out!! Let our hair down, and just dance, and be wild!!! Sounds good, I don't know if my feet could keep up!!! My sister and I, have been taking line dancing classes. We hit and miss them depending on the heat. We take them at this cute ol country club, called Nashville West. It's really fun, and a great work out. We didn't make it last week, my sister had the flu. Hopefully, this week we'll make it. My sister is trying to talk me into going out with her tonight, I should. but, you know she's single, and it just a little uncomfortable dancing with some stranger when your married. My hubby is totally cool with it, I just wish I could get him to go with us!! Once he is out, he has a lot of fun, it's just getting him out there. I have to say, it's even hard getting me out there. I use to be the one, getting all the plans laid out for all us girls. I guess it's just my age or the fact it takes so long to get ready. I don't know, but today, is just a I don't wanna kinda day!! You have to realize though, with me, that means nothing!! My sister or Darla,  Kary or any other close friend could call and I might change my mind and say Hell Yes, Lets GO!! Hence,........my email address, Cantdecide67@hotmail.com. What ya'll doing out there, this wonderful Saturday afternoon????

Got any ideas? I think I pretty much covered what there is to do. If you got any ideas, bring them on!!

Till Then, ??????

Life Happens!

Isn't it strange how no matter what is going on around you,  good or bad, life continues to move on? It can move on with you or with out you, it has no preference! I have really been thinking about this a lot lately, do, to a lot of my friends, my brother, and others around me, really struggling, just to make it day to day. They are facing, things anywhere, from finding out whether their husband has breast, and skin cancer, to being able to verbally communicate, and walk once again!!! Some are still grieving the loss of loved ones, while others are celebrating the birth of new lives coming into the world!!  The thing that is so mind boggling for me is that it can all be happening at the same exact time. All of these things, on the same exact day, at the exact same time, to people all around the world. I know logically we all know this, but I think we forget those who really need an extra smile, a short phone call, (which I myself fall very short of.) A quick hug, or just letting them no we are there for them! It seems so many or going through so much. The times have gotten a lot tighter, things are more expensive, and a lot of people feel things won't get any better. Today, I have to say, God isn't suppose to give us more then we can handle. God must think we are a lot stronger, then we think we are. He really gives us the shadow of a doubt. So many bad things happen to good people. I always say there is a reason for everything that happens, but, sometimes it is really hard to believe that, especially when I spend the day with my brother. He has to struggle everyday just to do the simplest things. I am hurt, sad for him, and very angry!! I struggle with my own demands from day to day, I know we all do. Can it just stop, for a little while,..... a break from bad news, bad times, bad thoughts. Just stop and be silent, and be able to enjoy the beauty all around us, without any of the bad ruining the view??? I know from time to time, we all go through rough patches. If only, when those things happen, you get time off the clock, a time out to catch up, let your mind, compute what's going on! But, that isn't how life works!! No matter the situation, you have to make what you can of it, and move on, cause life happens, ready or not!!