Babies

These two pictures are of Jimmy
my nephew) and Maggie's

baby, Lupe Marie De La Hoya! She is 2 months! She is the calmest baby ever!! I have to say she looks just like her daddy! She eats and sleeps!

Oh, yea and poops. She is a really easy baby.

The rest of the pictures are of JR, (my niece), Maria's baby. He is just a cutie pie!~ He loves his Auntie Sandi!!! He has spent the night with me, a few times. He loves to take a bath, laughs and kicks, the whole time. He will be 5 months on the 28th! He has two teeth on tbe bottom, and is getting his top ones, the poor guy has been in pain. I watch him three nights aweek, so Maria can go to the gym.

I don't have many pictrures of Lupe, I don't see her as much. I love spending time with them. They are so sweet and innocent. It is a lot more work then I remember!! I guess when you are use to sleeping all night, those few hours, really take a lot out of you.

As for me, I am hanging in!! It has been raining here a lot. Dark and cloudy and cold. Today is mine and Steve's 21st wedding anniversary, and he is in Portland, on a job! Sad!! Oh, well we can make up for it when he gets home!! I still haven't went to get a new cell phone, I will soon! Hope everyone is well!! I hope you enjoy the pictures!!!!

Love Auntie Sandi

Gotta Charge It!

Hello, Just little ol me. I am in a better mood. Thank God!! It is actually been nice having Steve help me with the bills. Share more of that thought on a week day!! LOL!!

I babysat little Jr., over night last night. He is so damned cute!! I just love him to pieces!! I don't know how I did it with two, so close together! I am very tired. He woke up twice last night, and then early this morning. I have pictures to share, but, I gotta let my battery on my camera charge. I gotta charge it!!!! Then I will post some pics., of Jr., Maria's baby and Lupe, Jimmy's baby!! I am surrounded by babies, I really enjoy it!! I am gonna take a nap now, charge my camera and share more later!!

No No No!!

Nope, I can't do it anymore!! The arguing about money, and the bills!! Yesterday at my appointment with my shrink, I just let it out!! Tired of everything!! Steve was in my session with me. I told my Dr., that I didn't even want to go over the bills with him, because it always ends up in a fight!! I even told the Dr., that I didn't even want to talk to him, I was so pissed, I even told her I didn't even want to be in the same room as he was. Not even on that same couch! I am tired of figuring it all out!! The money, the groceries, whats for dinner, the house work, I am just done, burnt out, angry, frustrated, and just want it all to go away!!! Just want to disappear!!
Go away, somewhere where I don't have to deal with all the bullshit!! Even if only for a short while!! Sorry I haven't called you C' I lost my cell phone, somewhere in my bedroom. We have turned it upside down, and I swore it is not there!! I can't afford to get a new one. Chase had insurance on his, so I am gonna try to have it replaced that way. I just haven't wanted to go out of the house to deal with it. Oh yea and my car is not running, the alternator, went out!! Steve has been to busy to fix it. He has to go to Southern California on Sunday, so it probably wont be fixed until after that. He can do it himself, thank God, at least that will save some money!! Does it ever end???? We need a girls vacation, Me. you, Kary, Na, Kori, Darcie, my sister, and maybe my Niece Maria!! Wouldn't that be a hoot!! We would have a blast!! We could all meet somewhere, in the middle. And just let it go!! Bitch, drink, dance, eat, hang out!! Gee, Now that Steve, has the check book , I guess I will be on a allowance. Shit I don't know, we haven't talked about that. I have a huge ass headache!!!!!!!!!! I need a job, for my own spending money! I am suppose to be going to La's Vegas in March for Maria's 21st birthday. I wander, how that's gonna work?!??!!?!? Sorry to be bitching, but I really need to let it out!! My kids, don't need to hear my problems! I just don't want the stress of the bills anymore!! So Steve, tells Tyler earlier, cause he wants to pay everything up to date this month, and Tyler's Birthday is the 19th of this month, that he will have to wait and have his party an February!! I am sooooooooooooooo irritated!! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU DO????? I have been in the house since Christmas, besides taking Ty., to or from school, depending on if there is a car here at the time, (one that is running). Oh yea, and to my Dr., apt. I am trying to stay calm, I just don't feel like going out or talking to anyone. I know this will pass, but, it's gonna be a nightmare, while it's going on!! Sorry to those that read, I used my blog today to vent!! Is it time for bed yet, I just want to climb back under the covers!! I mean, am I suppose to ask for money, for my hair apt., next week???? How is it gonna work, gee, just can't wait to find out!! I am sure, you will be hearing more about this!! Thanks for reading, thanks to those who love me, no matter, how screwed up I am!!!!! I know Steve loves me, men, just don't get it. The way they talk their demeanor, sometimes, they have a way, of making you feel like shit!!

My love to my friends,near and far for reading!! Any ideas please, I would welcome ANY!!
Hugs!!

Cousin Mike, his son Dave and Dave's wife Monique, Kickin it on New Years Eve. Happy Birthday to one of my best friends Kary!! New Years Eve is also her Birthday!! She celebrated in Style, doesn't she look so cute!!

Happy Birthday Kary I love you!! Those screw drivers were pretty damned good if I do say so myself!! And I do!! LOL!!

This is Kary and Baby Rickio or RJ., or JR., My great nephew, he is such a sweetie, although on this night he was a little cranky. He just turned 4 months on the 28th!! Then of coarse there is my beautiful self, and my alos beautiful friend Kary, giving you a Happy Birthday,- New Year Pose!! LOL!!

This is my sister Laura, talking on her phone, on New Years. She was babysitting JR., so no Holiday spirits for her!! We had a good time. Steve and I actually made it to midnight!! Wow, we were surprised!! Kary and the gang had to move on to their Next destination, Kary was on a mission. It was nice, to spend time with everyone!! Nice way to ring in the new year!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARY!! Thanks for always being there for me. I only hope I have been as good a friend to you as you have been to me!!

Hugs!!

New Adventure

Happy New Year!! Time for a fresh start! Mine started on New Years Eve Day, I had to go to Urgent Care and have an In-grown toenail removed!! Yea, not so fun, it was very painful!! Feels much better now, except, where they put the shots, in my toe!! (Crying)! Tyler, was the big man, and came with me and held my hand!! He has had to have it done before, so he new what I was in for!! It is feeling much better now, but I can't wear a shoe yet, and it is to cold to where flip-flops out in the cold. So I am here hanging out with my hommies. Tyler doesn't go back to school until the 7th. Tyler and I have been sleeping in............, til, like 12;00pm. We are not gonna wanna go back to the school schedule!!

I am going to start a baby album, for Maggie and Jimmy's baby girl Lupe Marie. I just want to get my Christmas decorations put away first. I wanna clean up one mess, before I make another one!! I have a few pictures to share of Kary and I, on New years eve, that's Kary's birthday also. Kary and Mike came by with Dave, Mikes son and his wife Monique. We had a few drinks, toasted to Kary's birthday, then, they were off to their next destination. I made it to midnight, I was surprised. I was sleepy, and that is totally past my bed time. My sister came by with my Nephew Daniel and my great Nephew RJ. or JR., so I got to play with the baby for a bit. I tried to get some good pictures, but he is cutting teeth, and he wasn't very happy. Maybe next time.

During my photo shoot of my animals, I some how left out poor little Bia, our miniature cha wa wa, (?)!! Next time. I took the picture, I just somehow didn't get it on to my page. I hope all is going well for all!! Until next time. Hugs!!